Closer Than Death

by Blue Rose Down

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1.
Verse: I fell down on the floor I might have been drinkin' too much again I have been starting a war With only myself And while I'm going down I'm keeping close I don't wanna explain Someday you will know it all My fucking private hell Chorus: I've been running down the line Running down the line Running down the line with you, babe I've been running down the line Running down the line, yeah Verse: You won't believe what I saw Last time I tried to look at myself I started drinkin' at dawn To cool down my hate But everything just went wrong It went straight to hell I have become my own wall A prisoners tale Chorus: I've been running down the line Running down the line Running down the line with you, babe I've been running down the line Running down the line, yeah Bridge: I fell down on the floor I might have been drinkin' too much again I have been starting a war With only myself And while I'm going down I'm keeping close I don't wanna explain Someday you will know it all My fucking private hell Chorus: I've been running down the line Running down the line Running down the line with you, babe I've been running down the line Running down the line, yeah
2.
It seems like you feel like Begging for the abuse I promise I will tear the very last drop out of you You act like you're fighting Like you're giving up When the grab around you is losing You're going for a knock-out Lies are hangin' heavy Upon your crafty head As you won't realize That you're lying to your friends Darkness will follow As time will pass you by You'll be faking your way from The bottom to the headlines BRIDGE: Look behind your shoulder What do you see A new kind of nightmare You know it's me Chorus: I'm closer than death I'm closer than death I'm closer than death I'm closer than death Verse: You go once You go twice After the weakest link You don't care what you do as long as you'll be moving in You rip up You tear down You fire up the skies Cryin' and screaming until they believe your lies When you have the power And you start to get vored You're manipulating Put your dirty mask on Then you'll try to break down and you can trust my help If you ever beg for mercy I will drag you down in hell BRIDGE: Look behind your shoulder What do you see A new kind of nightmare You know it's me Chorus: I'm closer than death I'm closer than death I'm closer than death I'm closer than death
3.
Verse: I lost the point and the will to live My shames and sins got me overwhelmed People are preaching but they probably don't know What it feels like to face the floor Look into my eyes 'cause my heart is closed I welcome your lies As you throw the first stone I can't do shit 'cause I fucked up my mind I'm so ashamed of being alive Ignoring all the signs that is telling me to slow down I'm diggin' my grave in hells direction When I put my gun right up to my head I wonder why I forgot to buy some bullets Chorus: I'm coughing blood And now you know That I'm coughing blood And now you're gone Yeah, I'm coughing blood Verse: People don't react before they hear the gun Love ain't a feeling just a bad choice, son And now I know that you know I'm a broken man You know I know that you don't give a fucking damn I know I'm my only problem Know I'm my only friend I know I'm on the fucking razors edge And I got nowhere to hide and I got nowhere to go The only thing I am is way down low Chorus: I'm coughing blood And now you know That I'm coughing blood And now you know That I am coughing blood Verse: You don't really know what this is all about I'm sure if I died you wouldn't ask no questions When we speak in my dreams You don' understand Why I am so angry - so fucking insane I know I'm my only problem Know I'm my only friend I know I'm on the fucking razors edge And I got nowhere to hide and I got nowhere to go The only thing I am is way down low Way down low Chorus: I'm coughing blood And now you know That I'm coughing blood And now you're gone Yeah, I'm coughing blood And now you know That I'm coughing blood Yeah, you know I'm coughing blood
4.
Medication 04:27
Verse: For 340 days I've been drinkin' I don't even know what I've been thinkin' And I drowned the sun with my tears How the fuck did I end up out here Been workin' for nine long hours But I only slept for five While the voices are gettin' louder I just wanna escape my mind Chorus: Need my Medication To ease my addiction Don't wanna realize Thought about it more than twice Someday I'll pay the price The fact that I Need my medication Verse: For 50 weeks now - without content I don't wanna know the consequence The dot's 'fore my eyes has gone worse now How can I survive in this world I been alone and by myself My body is a dark shell Last time we met I saw you smile Went straight to the bar for five more pints Chorus: Need my Medication To ease my addiction Don't wanna realize Thought about it more than twice Someday I'll pay the price The fact that I Need my medication BRIDGE: Ten AM and I'm four beers down In an hour I'll be rolling on the ground Haven't tried to be sober for a while Puking behind the stage before showtime Now I'm down the ground and I cant' breathe And I still don't like to fucking live I'm in need to fuck myself over Still tryin' to miss tomorrow Chorus: Need my Medication To ease my addiction Don't wanna realize Thought about it more than twice Someday I'll pay the price The fact that I Need my medication
5.
Verse: You're a hypocrit But I must admite I feel attracted by it I can take you home But I really hope You're gone again tomorrow Bridge: Feel my hand on your thigh And the other 'round your neck As I feel your lips are moving closer to my... Chorus: I wish you the worst But I love you now My veins are burnin' as you're goin' down I wish you the worst But I love you now My veins are burnin' as you're goin' down Verse: You're feeling so fine You're outta your mind When we are going wild Now you don't wanna go Don't remember what I told I'm charming but cold Bridge: Feel my hand on your thigh And the other 'round your neck As I feel your lips are moving closer to my... Chorus: I wish you the worst But I love you now My veins are burnin' as you're goin' down I wish you the worst But I love you now My veins are burnin' as you're goin' down
6.
I can tell you how far out I've been And I can tell how much further I'll go But whatever really happens Gonna be the push that comes to shove I'm all over my whsikey 'cause I ran out of gin All the love you think that U'm having Is forever a missing link And you act like you're so sorry And you tell me how you feel But everything you ever told has been words I couldn't believe I know where you live And I know where you'll go Even during the day time I'll go right after your throat Chorus: I will haunt my hate And by the end of the day You'll finally feel my pain And I will haunt my hate Till it finally pays I promise you won't be safe Verse: And while my minds is in disorder And the darkness has taken my soul I will hunt all my nightmares In this paradise of fools You thought that I would slip You thought I wouldn't break no rules But I'm hateful motherfucker Ain't nothing that I'd rather do And you say I'm having a prolbme I'm having more than two I stopped laughing at my cries When I started thinkin' about killing you Chorus: I will haunt my hate And by the end of the day You'll finally feel my pain And I will haunt my hate Till it finally pays I promise you won't be safe Cello solo (Luise Dahl-Blumenberg) Verse: You might think it's getting better But I'm sure that you don't know For every fucking minute It's getting darker and getting more cold I'll leave my aces at the table And empty my glass of rum And I will bring my gun to your door - stand still until you'll fall And I will bring my gun to your door - stand still until you'll fall And I will bring my gun to your door - stand still until you'll fall Chorus: I will haunt my hate And by the end of the day You'll finally feel my pain And I will haunt my hate Till it finally pays I promise you won't be safe
7.
Verse: You'll never believe in nothing but your own insanity You never loved no one but your own vanity You victimized yoursellf Misconduct - Dishonesty You brag about your sins Forcing another abortion Verse: You always been so proud of your own stupidity You're in need of being loud All you say is gibberish And the moon shines on your shade 'Cause you're too rock 'N' roll to see You believe you're your own God How fucking naive can you be Chorus: You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 Verse: You're your own empty shell an ongoing livin' disease You're everybody's hell - a devilish little beast No one means nothing to you If you got paid you would kill I watched your bag while you stabbed mine You cry tears for your own thrill Chorus: You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 Bridge: We go one, two, three, four, seven, six, five Nothing really made no sense in your mine I watched your bag while you stabbed mine You cry tears for your own thrill Chorus: You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2 You're an F-Six-O-Point-2
8.
Verse: I can't quit my drinkin' I need to clear my mind to wash it all away But I keep on shrinkin' And I think I haven't slept for fucking twenty days When I'm getting wasted I wanna fuck I wanna fight And despise myself My sight ain't getting clearer I don't trust anything but my hatred Chorus: It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home I keep my chaingang on the death row It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home I keep my chaingang on the death row Verse: You think you know so damn much You don't even know how you got to know And you never had a problem About telling me how to know right from wrong But my eyes see double It depends on how much I wanna die Just keep on twisting that knife My heart's as epty as your fucking mind Chorus: It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home I keep my chaingang on the death row It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home I keep my chaingang on the death row Bridge: Clear my mind while drinkin' I gotta feel I gotta need to be a better son I think I'm addicted To the booze I got to choose a new direction Everytime I stay sober My world fall down my world starts to burn So I'm putting out the fire With hate and fear and alcohol Chorus: It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home Chaingang on the death row It's the only way I know Chaingang on the death row As I'm tryin' to find a way home I keep my chaingang on the death row
9.
Verse: Took my shit and started to run The Holy Book tried to safe my soul But I went down to the river Like grandpa used to do Livin' ain't easy in this part of town My old flame burned me down to the ground But her curls and her eyes will forever freeze my bones Chorus: I'm gonna raise my thumb Please, carry me home I step wrong everytime I try to walk I shoot everybody when I carry my gun Now I'm moving up north to where I come from Everytime I drink I get too drunk I'm not even drinkin' because of the fun But I lost my mind now I need to ramble on Chorus: I'm gonna raise my thumb Please, carry me home I'm gonna raise my thumb Please, carry me home Verse: I'm gonna leave this town and everyone behind You won't miss me even if you tried I'm the bastard son - my life ain't a life I got no money but I got the blues I don't mind turning you into a fool Woman you'll find your love but don't trust me I might be wrong Chorus: I'm gonna raise my thumb Please, carry me home I'm gonna raise my thumb Please, carry me home
10.
Verse: Every morning is another disappointment And every day I'll ask Why haven't anybody shot me in this God abandoned town There's talking in the streets but that ain't nothing new Since the day that I turned fifteen I just wanted to be moving on Chorus: I got the bastard blues I got the bastard blues Be sure if I ever catch you it'll be your last trip 'round the sun Verse: You can try to pull me down Kick me as hard as you can I'm a crazy kind of nomad 'cause I never went nowhere My blood's on the boiling point And my blue eyes have turned black My souls at the municipality 'Cause there was nothing left Chorus: I got the bastard blues I got the bastard blues Be sure if I ever catch you it'll be your last trip 'round the sun

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released March 5, 2018

Produced by: Anders Overgaard
Mastering: Fabian Thormin (Biffy Clyro, The Kills, Die Nerve...)
Music and lyrics: Thejs Nyland Sørensen


Artowrk: Joakob L. Jakobsen

*Haunt My Hate: Cello by Luise Dahl-Blumenberg


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Blue Rose Down Copenhagen, Denmark

As a young man growing up in a dead end town his youth was chaos, frustration and anguish, drowned out by endless drinking. He spent a decade building walls around the people and experiences that fuelled the chaos. These walls are ready to come crashing h into a fragmented sonic landscape called Blue Rose Down. ... more

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